been thinking through alot o things this few days..seems like nothing goes right for me!!!and i am just an ordinary person who only wished for mere happiness but it is difficult then i thought...had a tough time at my work last few days, was scolded for either keying wrong item ans so on.. but that was due to lots lots of customer and few helpers/waitress. anyway did not blame anyone for tat. i dunno why but i just have this feeling tat my lie has changed alot!!(and i mean alot) i guess perhps i have grown up into a young adult which knows what are important to me and my 'task' in life. Sometimes i even feel that i am living in a routine life..sleep..wake up..school...work..home...sleep. and i can say tat this week i am rarely seen at home.cause of my work at night (for my poly fee) sigh poly fee is a hefty amount and in addition to the unreasonable bus and MRT fare..

anyway how many of you think that god is great!! (i do) i just felt that god really answers my prayers and there is peace in me!! todays sermon was obviously answering to my doubts and also gives me advice! just felt real relived and happy after service!! and 1 more thing, i brought a new friend along which is chin liat NS mate, boon chye:) he is great, he gives his heart and soul during service:) ahahaha happy:)!

anyway,,szeping really needs a break..she is gonna go back to malaysia for 1 week!!